6 Months Later

Most of my blog posts start off with "I know it's been forever since I posted thing...." and this will not be an exception. However, in my absence, a lot has happened. I went through a period of about 6 months where I didn’t write all that much. I think it was because I was overwhelmed with things, but not necessarily in a bad way.
 It’s funny because as time goes by in this weird stage of 18-twenty-(forever?), you are taking in so many new things. I feel like I am constantly learning and constantly growing, both of which I am extremely grateful for. Those same six months were a time where I made a few mistakes, and did things 18 year old Alex never dreamed of. I have learned that all that stuff isn’t really worth it. I’ve began a journey of self love, acceptance, and an all over bettering of myself. I know that this is a lifelong process. I can tell you that I’ve learned how shitty it is to settle when you know you are destined for more. Learn to step out of your comfort zone. Be persistent. Be relentless. Most importantly, surround yourself with people who feel lucky to have you around. You are better than a half ass friendship/relationship. Now all of this is very self-centered as it should be, but there’s more to it than that. I have become aware of issues beyond myself and I’m working on serving when I am called to do so. I feel like I have so much to offer and it’s time I stop making excuses. My ultimate goals are to be a counselor, writer, and photographer. I want to help people know that they are not alone. I am working on my novel and the writing process has been so incredible. There’s so much inspiration around me and its so amazing taking it all in and trying to create something tangible. I want to say thank you for all of the support I have received from a very special few of you. It means the world to me when someone can connect to my work. So if you are reading thank you Margarita, Seidy, Melissa, Adelina, T, and anyone else that somehow enjoys the weird things I get onto paper. I’m shit at conclusions so umm I hope all of you are doing well and I’ll talk to you soon. 

-Alex